Life in Limbo

Those of you who have been following our moves around the country for the past several years may remember that this June, Dave "places out" of his program. In other words, we get to stop moving every 8 months and pick a more permanent residence. When we first moved to Tucson from Dallas, I really wanted to go back to Dallas. Even though I like our little house out here, I was just not loving this area. However, Dave started seeing some good job opportunities here in Arizona, so being the good sport that I am, I tried to find things to like about the area. I made more of an effort to make friends, get Ellie involved in activities, etc. Well, now it's looking like we might go back to Texas. Arrgh! Now I feel like my life is totally in limbo. If I make any kind of plans for our future past the next month or so, that guarantees that Dave will change things up on me. I've lost all interest in making an effort to get to know our neighbors and people in the ward because kind of what's the point? I hate not knowing for sure what's going to happen or where we'll be living in two months. At least it will all be over soon. That's what I keep telling myself.